FUCKIN BITCH!!

  I hadn’t seen my dad for a couple years and they were living in Moncton at the time so we decided to stop there for a couple days.

  I bought a couple caps of PCP for the trip and I’m glad Syd decided not to take any of it because I couldn't tell which way was left or right by the time it came to get on the train. If she had done some we probably would have ended up on the wrong train with Why going somewhere else or something like that. Next thing I know, we are in Moncton. I had to call my grandmother to come pick us up because my dad was at work, but I’m glad Syd got to meet my grandma. She took us back to her place and made us sandwiches and was super nice to Syd. Syd really liked her.

  We stayed at my dad’s house for the night where Wyd met my dorky little brother and mom. Syd thought my mom was a lot like her mom and didn’t like her, but that was no surprise. The next day my dad gave us a ride to Halifax. This time Halifax ended up being super shitty for me and was completely fucked, but that was bound to happen sooner or later, and shouldn’t have come as a big surprise to me! 

  We ran into Drew and his dog Whiskey down on Spring Garden Road so we started hanging out, getting drunk and one day we were behind the library drinking when Why got stuck with Whiskey so that was just fuckin great.

  We were hagning out withthis chick that had a house in the north end and one night I kind of passed out onthe couch and when I woke up everyone was in the kitchen, so I stumbled out there and Drew was leaning up on the counter with Syd in his arms, I’m like “whst the fuck?” Obviously, I start to freak the fuck out. But to me it wasn’t real, I don’t know how to explain it other than I was way too drunk and wasn’t sure if I was seeing things. So Drew and I get in a yelling match but I stumble off and go back to our squat down the road. I pass out again but when I wake up Syd wasn't next to me so I ask these kids that were staying there with us where she was and they told me she was in the shower. When I open the door to the bathroom there’s Drew stepping out of the shower naked with Syd behind him! Fuck, I lost it! We must have literally fist fought for six hours on and off. I have never lost my temper as bad as this. If I would’ve had a knife I really think I would have killed him, no doubt in my mind!!!

  I was in the bathroom burning all her pictures while crying from hurt or anger, and I hear her fuckin moaning again. So I walk out and punch her in the fuckin face and Drew and I get into it again. Listen, I don’t get off on hitting girls, it’s not my thing, but for this, I don’t know? What a bad night! After I calmed down and had a chance to think, I realized that this kind of situation would arise at some point, and I was just too young and naive to realize it. What makes me so special, she cheated on Lance with me?

  I called my dad and asked him to get me an airplane ticket to Toronto with his air miles. I wanted to get out of Halifax; I didn’t want to see their fuckin faces again. It was late February so it was too cold to hitch out and my dad pretty much told me “Tough titty!” So, I was stuck in Hellifuck running into them every day. It wasn’t a good time for me.

  One good thing that happened while all this shit was going on was I met my good friend Dorothy, the world’s sweetest lady. She would always take me out to eat if I was hungry and she was always there for you if you needed to talk! She owns her own drop-in center now on Gottingen Street. This was years before she opened the place.

  I wanted to get back at Syd so I found this chick and fucked her and made it well known that I had. This was also my first dad fuck, God that girl was bad in bed. Well, it worked. Syd found out and got in a fight with this chick, but lost horribly because the girl I had fucked was bigger than her. I had seen the whole thing, HA! Who says two wrongs don’t make a right?

  I couldn’t help myself, I was still very much in love with Syd so after two weeks we ended up in the library bathroom together and she fuckin gave me one of those ‘I’m so sorry’ blow jobs! I think that was the best blow job I have ever had, or pretty fuckin close anyway! My dick’s getting hard just thinking about it. Hey, I’ve been in jail 16 months!

  We got head lice somewhere along the way and it was funny because we probably gave them to my folks, and who knows who they would have gave them to. I never did ask dad if we gave them lice. Maybe one day I may ask. Scabies Nation!

  What we also found out while we were there was that Syd was fuckin pregnant!

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